Thursday, November 26, 2009
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the faces of their children
Some find it in their lovers' eyes
Who can't deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it'll cherish every morning
Some in their solitary lives
Some find it in the works of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your lives
And when you know how much it means
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So impossible
As they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cause who's to know
Which one you'll let go
To make it all complete
Well for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cause you're that special thing
I'm flying without wings
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings!
I kind of wanted to only write down a few stanzas of this song, cause, how many people are going to read the whole thing anyway? But well, after thinking awhile, I guess it's okay :D
Westlife has always been one of my favourites since I was a young kid. This song was one of my first favourite songs. I wrote the lyrics down without referring to anywhere, and this is actually something because I really hardly listen to many songs. You can go ahead and find the lyrics somewhere else, I bet I made many mistakes. If I were given a chance to perform, I actually thought of dedicating this song to all my friends. This song reminds me of my past, and how the past has moulded me, together with all the other experiences throughout my secondary school life plus my aspirations that also have similiarities with this song.
Four days to SPM being over. Also meaning that it's four days to school being officially over.
Study hard, yes. But remember to treasure these final moments while they last :D
Child of God! :D 6:46 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!
Pray that everything will be
fine!!! :DDDDDDDDDD
the next time I'm signing into blogger,
hopefully it's "Hooray!"
Child of God! :D 9:15 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
the best way to realize your dreams is to stop dreamingI had a dream yesterday night.I usually can't remember dreams clearly, but I can remember this one quite a bit :We were all taking our BM SPM paper. The very first paper of SPM. As usual, it was around 2 hours and 30 minutes for the paper 2 (the komsas and tatabahasa paper). So I was doing the paper feeling quite confidently. When I reached the komsas part I realised I had a lot of time left. I felt calm and satisfied. Until weird stuff happened. Students started taking their chairs around to share tables and discuss answers. In my head I was like "what la these ppl it's spm we're sitting" The invigilators feigned ignorance. Some of them actually did show that they realised what was happening but didn't do anything to stop the students. One of the invigilators announced that students were allowed to go out of the hall to rest. So I and Suli decided to get out the hall (anyway I had so much time left) and walk around. After 10 minutes we returned to the hall.When we returned, it was havoc. Students were talking loudly discussing answers and some of them were even cracking jokes. I went back to my paper and continued answering questions. I realised that there were so many other sections left unfinished. Some of the sections were sections that I was never exposed to before. (example : a section where we were supposed to draw and arrange letters in words. that section was VERY HARD)So I was stuck at that section. Some people in front of me were playing PS3 or XBOX I can't remember, symbolizing that they have finished the paper. Then, time was up. I was still stuck at that section. Daryl was sitting beside me, serious throughout the whole paper. I asked him, "You finished?""Yeap"Then I turned behind. I saw Lisa. She looked as panic as I was. I went over and saw that she was stuck at the section after the section I stopped at. This section involved winning a motorboat race at a waterfall. I don't know how, but to answer this question, you needed some electronic device for visual display. (like a psp?)Then I went over to Suli. I mean, she DID walk around with me for that 10 minutes. "Finished?""Yeap"I was like, oh no. Then I asked Daryl, "You saw my section right? Did I finish even half?""Don't think so."Somehow, I knew that the whole thing was a dream. I consoled myself, telling myself that it IS a dream.Then, I woke up.Do dreams happen when you're having a fear of something?Seriously, I did not expect the explanation of my dream to be this long. :D
Child of God! :D 10:16 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
Everything seems to be happening so fast.It's less than a month to SPM, and two months to school finishing.Everything that we wish to do can only be accomplished in two months if we don't want to regret later on.Whether is it studying hard, planning ahead for our future, spending time with friends, having quality time with family members to some of us, or repairing relationships..Every moment seems important now. It's the last two months of secondary school life.. and when you do some soul-seeking.. you ask yourself.."Will I regret it if I don't do this today?"It feels a little as though we're all having cancer, and we only have two months to live life to the fullest. Friends part their own ways, several relationships inevitably breaking up, some of us leaving the examination hall either brimming with confidence, or sulking with regret. That particular choice of determining our fate is in our hands. Shaping our destiny IS our destiny. This week was a great week. Today I'm going to go out with my family to celebrate mummy's birthday!
Child of God! :D 7:43 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
before, and after Have you ever asked yourself, have you done anything much without the influence of others?How many things you do in a day are stuff that you are doing because it's who you are? 
Was watching Style by Jury a couple of minutes ago. Sure - there's Botox, lasik eye surgery, dental bridges, alluring make-up + attire and a superb hairstylist, but are you able to change your whole life after just a week's experience?To be able to achieve this goal, one needs not only the determination to look better, but the motivation to change his or her life. The change in your life to blend in, in order to be looked up upon in the eyes of society. How many people are willing to make this kind of change - permanently?
Child of God! :D 12:20 AM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
a moment on the lips, a lifetime on the hips
Mr. Lim says, "Talk until your teeth drop."
People like me say, "Eat until your teeth drop!"
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
Child of God! :D 7:23 AM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
"It just takes five minutes"I really really really was planning to finish up my BM Rosland homework notes before doing anything else. The computer was right beside me and I told myself, hey I think it has been some time since I've checked facebook (the last time was after lunch and now's 5.50 p.m) and after that, I ended up reading blogs. I then found inspiration to write a new post and guess what happened to me. Here I am.
Anyway, I shall cut the crap. Now as I'm writing, my arm hurts. It hurts from all that badminton playing just now in school. Don't get me wrong - I'm not condemning badminton for it being a game that is so tiring - I just don't play badminton. Nevertheless, today was fun - even though we kind of expected to only play badminton for about 20 minutes for the obvious reasons, we had slightly longer than an hour to enjoy ourselves. Out of all days, our one and only enthusiastic PE teacher in the whole morning session (trust me, I'm not exaggerating) decided not to turn up today.
If you're an upper secondary student of SSI, you'd understand what I meant when I said the 'obvious reasons'.
Badminton today was the most interesting part of school. In my previous post, I did mention about school getting more and more boring and crappy. At least today, my classmates and I experienced something different. Even though I'm a really bad player of the game in comparison to my friends - I think today's good.
I was reading a couple of blogs before I decided to write a new post and there was this post in his blog that I found quite true. It was something about Facebook and how people are so different in that website compared to how they really are in real lives. I mean, even the pictures they take make them look so totally different from how they really look. The angle that makes them look less fat, the photoshopping to make the skin so smooth and fair-looking, and yeah - you get the point. Not that I don't like these people - different people have different perspectives and ways of life - but the point is that what is it that makes Facebook so addictive? Even I myself am one of the victims. Just look at how I was so determined in finishing my BM homework and this website just well.. you know.
Friends, expect the unexpected. People I dislike include people who spread rumours before the real thing happens.
Oh yeah and by the way, today's my one and only brother's birthday! Happy birthday kor! Even though I know you don't read my blog, I love you!
Child of God! :D 2:47 AM
